Why was Sam such a prick?


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I can’t believe I didn’t think of this sooner, but something bugged me about this episode and that was when Crowley decides that he can’t handle Dean and gives him back to Moose. Then Moose the twat hands the blade back to Crowley. Why oh why did Sam not dispose of it himself, or even ask Cas to deposit it. Why the hell did he give it back to the damned devil who started all this mess off in the first place. I thought that Sam had so much more damned sense. Was this a wise thing to have done considering?

Usually I am so proud of Sam, but this really peed me off that he would trust Crowley after everything when he said himself in the bunker dungeon, you got him into this mess, you can damned well get him out.’ Sam wants to gank him for what he’s put Dean through then all of a sudden he appears on best terms with the man, who clearly can’t be trusted. The Mark of Cain still lingers on Dean, and that is going to surface again later down the line. Who’s to say that Crowley will dispose of the blade, or keep it close by so he can entrap Dean later on again. I don’t know what the writers were trying to prove with that scene considering how much we all know Sam hates Crowley. How can he even breath the same air as the man.

What did you think of this move from Sam? Do you think it was the right move? Would Cas have been a better more responsible move knowing of Crowley’s one upmanship to lure Dean into this trap in the first place?

Dean’s note to Sam?


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On IMDb this thought came up in a posters head canon that they don’t think that Dean wrote the note to Sam when Sam went into find him. They seem to think that Crowley could have written it. Dean’s writing was analysed looking back on a note from Dean in Point of No return Season 5. The third photo which I have found from Season 7 when Dean sends a letter back to the future in ‘Time after Time is also very similar the writing doesn’t flow as much its printed handwriting.

 When I actually look at the two pieces of handwriting I begin to wonder this myself, that the hand writing is more flowing where as the second photograph looks more capitalized. This begs the question if Crowley did write the note, what state was Dean in when he woke up. Had Crowley written this before Dean woke or zapped him some where and came back to write the note. If Dean is this far gone that worries me as there couldn’t be any feeling there for his brother what so ever. Or has Crowley softened and acting his more human self?

This saddens me because Crowley if he has written the note is being more sympathetic than Dean? I was hoping its from Dean as it would have much more meaning behind the note. So do you think the note is FAKE?

Are there any distinct differences between the brothers?


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Many of us watch the show because we love both brothers or one brother more than the other. So Over the years and this evening being a rather special night moving forward into season 10, how do you really see the brothers? A question I feel I have thought about for sometime now, and wonder myself what differences there are or even how alike they are as brothers. What appears to be missing from their lives as apposed to what they do have currently going on in their lives.

Jeremy Carver has recently stated in an interview that regular Dean, if he’s anything, is loyal to a fault. I think you’ll see a Demon Dean who is a much more questionable moral character than regular Dean, even though regular Dean has his moral failings. You’ll see definite distinctions. I think the interesting part which we sort of explore is how much real Dean is still in there in terms of how much control does real Dean have over Demon Dean. And that’s something we deal with head-on in certain circumstances and in some ways we leave it open to interpretation.

So taking into account that Demon Dean is so very different from regular Dean how will he fair going into season 10? Dean has as JC said you will see distinctions between the two characters as to see how far off the rails DD will go. How different will DD be to when Sam didn’t have his soul for example. Will the stories be similar in the fact that they are both not themselves, and not human any longer? Is this what makes the boys distinct that they are human, and having to deal with these unusual supernatural interference’s that as a viewer we have a hard time deciding how far this non human character goes before we think that’s bad, the writing has crossed the line. Do you fear for your character going so far dark that it might put you off them because of that particular story being told?

So after nine full on years, how do we really understand these boys? what is in their make-up that makes them stand out, and appeal to us that we can’t put the story down and say that was a horrible story, or that was a great story? As far as the writing goes I have found that Dean has the purer story behind him where as Sam has this dark cloud over him virtually from the jump, or at least end of season 3 where Sam started to change in personality. So when we look at what the boys have been dealt, do you sense any real differences that no one might have noticed that appealed to you or didn’t?

So here we are going into season 10 on this amazing mile stone and this Blog’s 2nd birthday on Thursday how do you feel the relationship will pan out and develop. Do you have any nagging doubts that the boys won’t be on even terms or that they will struggle to be both heard throughout their nightmare of a story line. I wonder where the second half of the season will take us, as Carver tends to split the season up with two separate arc’s once Deanmon is over following on from the MoC story where will the back end of S10 go, do any of you have any clearer ideas?

So remember the drill as usual guys, please give me all the juicy details of how the episode went and I will look forward in reading them tomorrow. I hope its a cracker of an episode premier’s usually are. Thank you all again for sticking with me and this blog for another year, your all amazing everyone of you! I’ve also been looking through some talented fan art and I think these drawings are amazing. Hope you like them.

Hope you all love the show Supernatural Season 10 Episode 1 ‘BLACK’

Dean’s Journey into Demon-hood?


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Thinking back to ‘First Born’ and Dean meeting Cain I keep wondering what Dean’s thoughts were when he decided to jump in and do a deal with Cain and transfer that Mark? What was Dean really thinking when he decided to think first and ask his usual questions later sort of style. The Dean we really know. Thinking prior to this, and how Dean really got to the point where he wanted the deal that he felt so bad after allowing his brother to be possessed by an angel, and trick his brother into letting him in. Did Dean think he was poison that everyone around him gets hurt. Had this deal gone so badly wrong that Dean wanted a way out. A passage back to normality before the possession ever happened. Had he sunk so low that the recklessness of taking on the mark would cure his other pits of despair. His brothers rejection and his own toxic self loathing. What a cocktail. Had this really damaged Dean that when faced with the mark that he saw it as a way out, that in fact he wanted to try and do some good even if it meant on taking something so bad and evil that would change him long term.

What really pushed Dean over the edge and be reckless enough to take such a risk, that he was pre-warned by Cain that it does come with a terrible burden. Which we are now learning that if Dean doesn’t kill the mark will kill him. So he has to keep up the ritual of killing. So why did Dean not stop for one brief second, rewind and just wonder if this risk was worth it. Dean did deal without even thinking is my point of this story telling. Was he so blind that the adventure ahead would be paved with something so horrible that he didn’t want to be. If he had stopped to think would it have turned this story on its head and gone a different way? Is the story telling proving that Dean doesn’t think before he acts that he is so gullible and it is his very nature to just dive in and create his own problems later on. Is this the very core of Dean Winchester? If our Dean is so bright, why was he so damned stupid to take the risk, such a risk that could possibly destroy his very existence. I can’t believe how this writing makes Dean look, that its landed him in such hot, bleak mind blowing depths. How could he have been so stupid.


So my question is, if you were Dean would you have hesitated and thought about the consequences of what might happen to you if you did take the risk?

Various questions?


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Dean came by the Mark of Cain via Cain himself so this thought still continues to wow me. Will Dean have any traits similar to Cain. Would the Mark have carried anything from Cain into Dean. We also know that Dean is not possessed by a demon in the usual manner via a trail of black smoke, so what magic has really twisted Dean’s soul.

I have a two small parter questions today as my mind over the summer has gone completely blank and my imagination has dried up. So sorry for the lack of posts. A few weeks ago I met up with a poster in person on IMDb, and we had a great afternoon talking about our boys, and what lies ahead. One of the talkative points raised was about this mysterious new character by the name of Cole who knows Dean from the past. Now my buddy said she looked through the archives and lots of stuff from the show its self. She also researched Super-wiki and couldn’t come up with jack squat about who this Cole is? More to the point why he’s tracking Dean down and basically wants to waste him. Do any of you have any information as regards his past and his association with Dean.

Part 3 what do we think of the clip and the synopsis for the premier, would love to know your thoughts.

The official SYNOPSIS out for season PREMIERE
DEAN IS LIVING IT UP AS A DEMON WHILE SAM HITS ROCK BOTTOM IN THE SEARCH FOR HIS BROTHER–Dean(Jensen Ackles) is a demon and running amuck with Crowley(Mark Sheppard) while Sam(Jared Padalecki) tries to figure out what happened to his brother. Meanwhile, Castiel(Misha Collins) is dealing with his diminishing grace. Robert Singer directed the episode written by Jeremy Carver.

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Fourth final parter question, do you think it was ever Dean’s destiny to take on the MoC? As they are connected to Cain and Abel? What are your thoughts on this?

If Dean is cured?


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I’ve been thinking a lot about this lately, and discussions have come out more or less the same. That if Sam does cure Demon Dean, Dean at the end of ‘Do you believe in miracles’ Metatron ends Dean. So in all tense and purposes Dean does not exist, he’s dead. His soul is twisted and still bears the Mark of Cain. So Sam has a mountain of work to think about. If Sam does cure him, how will the writers get around this one. What scenario will they think up to get Dean out of this hole? Leave him a demon is this their only option?

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Is it this easy for Sam to cure Demon Dean, and bring Dean back to whom he once was? Is Dean so far twisted that Sam can’t untwist Dean. Could Sam actually be forced to work along side Demon Dean because he can’t find a cure. Or a cure all scenario? If the Blade is the real problem behind twisting Dean into who he is, is this Sam’s best bet in trying to get Dean back to who he really was? I am also forced to ask myself will Dean ever be the same again? Was this also the burden that Cain was trying to tell Dean way back in ‘First Born’. That he will never be free of the Mark, and will remain a demon for all eternity?

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By the sounds of things I doubt the writers will leave Dean permanently a demon. I think this show just likes to dabble their toes in the water with the boys and not leave them on a hook for all eternity. So if my prediction is to be believed again using our imaginations how do we think Dean will be saved, using what methods and by what means. I think back to all the times that Sam was in trouble and Dean had to do way out things to save Sam, how will this be any different?

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So my question is how can Dean come back from this, knowing what we know that his body that contained him is dead. What chances does Dean having in coming back to normal and being free from the MoC and the taint that shadows him. Bella would love to know how do you think the writers will wriggle out of this one?

What ‘unsavory’ things does Sam do?


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I think from what I have been reading that we will have a headache between the fans going into season 10. It brings me back to Sam not looking for Dean and how all this turns around going into season 10. Sam didn’t look for Dean and Dean was upset of this fact that Sam didn’t even bother. This season when Dean is finally cured and Sam obviously succeeds in saving his brother, Dean apparently is upset about the things he did when he was a demon because this wasn’t him. So he feels he isn’t responsible for what Demon Dean got up to whilst painting the town red. But the coin flips this time that Dean isn’t upset about Sam not saving him, but how Sam goes about saving him. What lengths Sam goes to in order to get Dean back. So can Sam win? Sam is in the wrong for not saving him at the start of season 8 but now Dean is mad as a march hare for what Sam does in trying.

So what can we assume Sam does that really messes with Dean’s head so badly that he will presumably have a hard time in forgiving Sam. Once again these brothers will be at odds. The angst will feel just as bad, and just as severe as Sam was over Dean with the possession. Dean went into this with an open mind, he took on the Mark willingly and took on what came with it willingly. So now that Sam does try his best to save Dean, he is as mad as hell, why? Does he have the right to be mad when he took on the black magic himself? The writers really loving toying with us fans, thinking one minute this season the boys would finally be on the same page, and that it was long overdue. How wrong we us brothers fans that this ends up not being the case.

Plots are woven into this show to make us think and for obvious reasons add drama, as otherwise as I’ve said on many occasion it would be as boring as hell. But are the writers slowly running out of material and this is the best they can come up with having either brother at odds with each other alternating it each season thinking we hadn’t noticed. Will this make the division in the fandom even harder to bear, not knowing which side to bat for. Whether your a Dean fan, or Sam fan it will shatter us thinking what else can they conjure up to divide the boys even further down a dark disappearing hole. I love this show for the way in which the brothers survive and what they go through. But how much more can they physically take before either brother says I’ve had enough. After all the core behind this show is the brothers relationship and if this is damaged beyond repair then where does this leave the show?

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So how do you feel about by the looks of things that the blame may end up back at Sam’s door once again. Are the writers finding so hard to invent new stories that this is all we have to look forward to, the brothers constantly bickering and that all love at the end of the day is lost between them forever! I find it sad, that its resulting in yet another heartbreaking feud that won’t easily go away.

Is Metatron writing the new Winchester Gospel?


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A new poster here yesterday popped this thought into my head, so I hope she doesn’t mind me talking about her idea as I think its superb. I am also jealous I didn’t think of it myself;)

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Could Metatron be behind everything. He is writing a new gospel in which the Winchesters are not supposed to be the heroes as he said himself. That is why Sam did not look for Dean, he could not as Metatron did write it so, that is why the scenes with Amelia were so unreal, dreamlike, Metatron did not know any better as he knew humans only from the books he was reading, maybe poorly written ones. That is why Sam is suddenly not seeing the light at the end of the tunnel anymore, but wants to die. That is why he said all this awful things to Dean, but did not really mean them, as it that was not what he, Sam, would have done, had Metatron not written it that way. And that is why Metatron wanted Kevin dead, as Kevin was the true prophet and he might have been an obstacle. And it makes sense as Jared recently said in an interview that Sam figures out that somebody is to be blamed for what has happened and it is neither Sam nor Dean. 

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It does feel strange that we did mull over things here about the picnic scene and other scenes with Sam and Amelia. I do remember us mentioning that we also thought it could have been some alternate universe that had been created. So I could believe this write up to be allowed to unfold. It could be a spell of a creative genius at work and that would suit Metatron down to a tee. I could see his character putting Sam and Dean threw hell and putting them in a world like the trickster did, its all possible. Also Metatron always said and told Dean that it was always about the stories. He told Cas to have babies and come and find him and tell him his. I also keep thinking about Naomi, why Metatron really killed her. Was she a real threat to his story telling? My only one negative thought perhaps is that why is Sam looking for Dean now? If Metatron has placed the boys in this fantasy world, how will this be addressed?

Let me know what you think about this new Sam and Dean gospel that Metatron could be behind. Our are writers up to this level of fantasy a world created for Sam and Dean that doesn’t make them appear very nice heroes.

I had an idea where this arc was going, did you?


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Yesterday I was talking to a friend who remembered we both had a strong feeling where the story was heading. But I can’t remember how far back I had begun to piece it all together. As you know many of you may remember how I felt about Sam not looking for Dean back in season 8, and I thought that someone had given Sam a transplant that he wasn’t the same person. (sarcasm) Who was this man before me who came into my heart all those years ago, as a young man who would do ANYTHING for his brother, who looked up to his brother no matter what or who got in the way. Just as Dean has always done for Sam there was never a dividing line between these boys until the very start of season 8. Me personally I was dreading tuning into the show that autumn because of the spoilers I had read and the interviews that Jared had conducted over those months.  I was petrified how it would turn out and in what ways they would change my darling Sam.

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I recall writing on this blog that I was angry over certain things, that not looking for Dean was a sham and what was JC thinking. Then we began to get further into the story and that Sam was turning into this ‘MATURE’ Sam who continued on with his life without lifting a finger to save his brother. In my mind I began to work out if this was a cycle that JC was trying to break that every time they do die the boys do look and turn up every angel and rock until they find a shed of evidence as to where it might lead them. I was horrified to find that Sam had hit a damned dog, and it also involved a woman. We then began to think about that picnic scene whether it was real, as I recall us remembering Lisa’s picnic scene in Dream a little dream of me. There was so much talk of the scene being hazy and that it didn’t look real. Was Sam in an alternate universe, had something happened to Sam. Amelia turned out to be disgusting, and our worst nightmare. Then we noticed the mystery man who was outside the lodge when Sam left Amelia, who was he. From a tweet from Jim Michael’s it was revealed to be Don. What a let down, reality check OMG I thought it could have been an Alpha Vamp seeing if Sam had kept to his deal? The thoughts that went through our minds at the time left us with shades of grey tinged with a bit of blue for hope that it would all turn out.

Season 8 was a real hotch potch until we saw the finale, but even now I don’t think we have seen the full story unfold. Sam felt bitter and confessed that he had let his brother down so many times and that he couldn’t do it to him again. Was this leading some where? I gather my thoughts once again and move forward. Season 9 Dean does a deal to save Sam and allows him to be healed from the inside by a dodgy angel who we thought was at the time. Some still think he is (Gadreel). Dean gets Gad out of Sam with the help of Crowley and Cas, the mission is successful. The we get the famous ‘First Born’ which kicks Dean further into this grey story. The boys separate as Sam’s anger eats away at him and finds it hard to forgive Dean. Dean is still pissed at himself knowing how upset Sam is takes it in his stride to take on the MoC via Crowley’s interference. Cain see’s Dean is the worthy one, who can pack a fight and signs over his mark to Dean who is now the soul bearer. This go from bad to worse for Dean. In the finale we see Dean fight Metatron who kills Dean. Crowley insists he’s innocent in all of this and resurrects our Dean into a demon.

Now most of this I felt coming, and I sensed that it wouldn’t all end with killing Abaddon which was why I thought they didn’t kill her off in the finale. That Crowley had something else planned up his sleeve for Dean. He said to his demon Jake ‘He’s ready’ which was a big clue for me. Crowley knew that Dean was ready to be turned into a demon.

JC said that at the start of his tenure as show-runner that his stories would be told over a three year period, giving us a three year arc. The start of this arc we see Sam not looking for Dean. Last week on the Winchester Family Business I found an article which talked about season 9 being about betrayal and someone mentioned here that they thought it was the opposite that season 9 is about redemption. And this is exactly where I am leading up to with all this. JC is famous for writing regimental Sam from Mystery Spot and I know what you did last summer. I have read recent interviews this week which prompt me to think that Sam as we know no will save Dean. But its the way in which he goes about saving Dean. Going about it by unsavory means has been one phrase that springs to mind. But yes I think the link between all these three seasons has been a slow build up to Sam’s redemption in not looking for his brother. We’ve seen this journey unfold and how the boys still help each other out in times of conflict even though they have been through tough times themselves. I think JC needed to break that cycle and I was right to think this, that Sam not looking was sort of a diversion away from the good old Sam who always would look. We needed to see that break down in communication from the boys and this was a clear way to do it. It may have wrecked some fans views of Sam but at least JC’s plan had a clear beginning, middle and what I hope to be a superb end of the brothers reuniting on solid ground. They both need this, and they both need time apart to be able to achieve it.

How do you still feel about the last two seasons going into season 10. Is this your take on JC’s plans leading up to next May’s finale. I am guessing next season we won’t have many demon Dean episodes as by episode 5 it appears they are back together. Do you think my predictions were right this time, and let me know of course why you might not think I’m right. What are your feelings about the whole three arc’s?

I’m Proud of US/YOU?


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I kept thinking about this line when Dean was dying and Sam was clutching Dean. It wasn’t until I’d read an article on TWFB that it dawned on me that Sonny had said it to Dean during ‘Bad Boys’. When reading this article it prompted me back to earlier seasons and thinking was, was this in fact what Dean was wanting to hear from John all those years ago. Words come back to haunt us, and I think this sentence was one of those times. It felt like I’d been spooked.

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Was Dean mirroring what he wanted to here from John, relaying it back to Sam? Or that Dean really was proud of them both with out any interference from the past. Was he elated that the recent years the pair of them had spent together all come together and finally meant something to Dean that he Sam had come so far and that Sam had no doubts in the church last season. Could Sam finally have a clear conscience that even though he thought he’d let Dean down so many times, that finally his brother was supremely proud of him.

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I think hearing Dean say this was a turning point and that as an audience we needed to hear it or at least hear Dean say it out loud to Sam. It felt like they were a unit, and that they were a united unit. I also think Dean had wanted to say this for some time and it never felt like the right time to say it. The possession stuff had taken over what he really wanted to say to Sam and I think their time in the chapel had preyed on Dean’s mind.  I also think saying a few words can sometimes mean a great deal. He didn’t need to say very much for it to mean something huge to Sam. It was a real shame that Dean died saying it. Was Dean thinking of Sonny, or John when he relayed those words back to Sam?

How did you feel about those final words from Dean? What did it relay back to you, and what were you thinking at the time? Did Dean maybe know John was proud of him, and didn’t need to hear him say it, or it was something he may have just imagined in his own mind, until he heard Sonny say those exact same words.



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